Post by Unrelevance on Nov 25, 2013 3:17:21 GMT
Don't ask me for my actual name. You probably will discover who I am eventually by the time you compare this writing with another user here who had been recently banned from the community.
But I ask this team to hear me out at least. Even just one person.
GuardianGirth is probably wondering why he's received at least 1,000,000 the other day from Seung. The thing is, Seung felt he would owe him a debt for doing those XQ's and intentionally left this team. He realized that upon departure he would at least pay his debt off of his chest. Nothing more to say from there.
... Now I have seen some wandering people from this team hanging around in B16, which is surprising really... But it's no surprise here because B16 is adjacent to B15. Go figure. Seung's team never really stray that far from his former team... block-wise anyway. At some point, he does miss playing certain people on the team, but decides to move on and do his own thing. When there are times that Dave got asked to join games with Girth or whomever, Seung doesn't mind him playing. When he was asked by Dave if Seung would like to come, Seung immediately rejected the offer and continued to do his own thing: solo'ing like a lone wolf like he always is.
Mind you, I'm not snitching or anything.
Now there are some of you that asked themselves, "Why did Seung really leave this team?" Noteably, he's not very good with his vocabulary, trying to reason out of it with Girth before their distant connection. The answer is simple: he was involved in a team similar to Outlaws in PSOBB Schtserv. He didn't like his team members that much, but only trusts one or two members from it. The very same for Outlaws; he still has contact with certain Outlaws member. I can't tell you who, but if you ask around your team who still has Seung as part of their contact (beside the one named Seung; he abandoned it entirely after purchasing AC). It should have the ID named, "Kitari Himira".
You may thinking that Seung has removed most of you from his friend list. His reason is simple: "friends who ignore them aren't true friends". So he simply removed them like fleas. He thought he could keep up with his respect for this team, but he was wrong entirely. He concluded the thought that the whole team is against him in every way. "Meh... who needs a team that requires the strict use of teamspeak anyways?" or so he said. He told only a few that he immediately uninstalled TeamSpeak from his laptop. But knowing it's not his laptop anymore after he bought himself a new desktop computer suitable for gaming online. Pleased with the performance and such, he doesn't feel much lag as he used to. Unlike him being on his laptop.
So now to the point why Seung left the team:
So yes, his departure was intentional. He didn't say anything to Girth about his leave because he knew that it would be pointless and the conclusion would otherwise turn out ugly. And so, it did turn out to be ugly. For the first few times, he asked "How was Garb Town (Quarry)" but no response. He then asked about price checking the Guilty Light he found during a revived With Wind and Rain EQ, but was once again ignored. That's when, during Seung's work at Michael's, he got fed up with his "so-called friends" and removed them out of his sight. There are only some he didn't remove because they actually respond to him and invited him to play with them (usually not with other team members he despised of, but random friends or people).
But much later at some point, after Seung bought his new desktop computer and purchased AC, he told himself, "Why am I so paranoid and nostalgic exactly? With all this stuff, I really don't need much of a team at all. And besides, if I can solo all this and that... I apparently don't need a party either." So he eventually dropped his past regarding what's being said in this post and moved on almost as if he's a completely new person now. Like, what the heck. But if you try to talk to him now after this post, he will ignore you as he was being ignored.
On his behalf of speaking/writing all out for him, if you still despise him today still... he's not gonna care anyway. Because of him being premium and all, he doesn't care shit about this team. And as for the debt he made with Girth the other day... he only did it to win Girth's trust. Seung was paid for doing and spending most of his passes during the XQ's with Girth. And so, if Seung still failed to win his trust, "Well, I tried. He's still not going to talk to me or anything. He can be a greedy pig if he wants to be. Being rich and all doesn't exactly make others happy and me as well. I'm so glad I left the team. All the constant nagging this and that... just no."
But I suppose I should mention is: Seung is not very talkative through voice, but rather near good through texting. He stated a fact that he can't think and talk with his voice at the same time. And even if he did, he NEEDED time to think before talking, but before he could... he was obviously interrupted by another person in the team. So he admits being left out and all, and he asked himself, "Why the fuck am I still here?" and that was during the time he was in TeamSpeak. I'm sure you've noticed that he would intentionally get off TeamSpeak when he is not needed or otherwise. He thought eventually that if he doesn't use TeamSpeak enough... he would be kicked out of the team. In which he HOPED he would be kicked out. Why? He doesn't like how this team works. You can obviously see why as stated above. He didn't meet the expectations of the team, so he self-kicked out of the team.
Also, he wrote a blog on his site saying he did not really mean to write out that he disliked the following people on the team (although, still finds some negative towards him). After taking a good read of it, he seems almost sincerely sorry for leaving. He also stated that if Seung the team will not get along, "that is that" and "what's done is done".
Ade, I'm sure you are a good person at understanding some certain situations. If you could deduct that whether this is Seung or not... you sir still have my respect as always. I always seen you rant and then quietly leave for the day, but the day after you would apologize and see your own mistakes.
Which is something that Seung also needed to work on. Although, I wouldn't say 'leaving a team is a huge mistake', but merely 'fed up with it'. Seung's friends, whom he has on Skype, also left Outlaws because they also could not keep up with the team's expectations. One even said, "I do not like that team at all". I say and I quote. That... was Sophaul. The chocolate-loving ninja finally spoke to Seung... talking behind Outlaws' back. Not intentionally, but he now admits it. He said he was meaning to leave the team anyways. And seeing Mr.C being kicked out constantly for inactivity... well, shit. Seung withdrew Mr.C from Outlaws and added him in his own team. Eventually! Dave followed Seung to his new team. Much to his surprise, Dave told Seung that Girth didn't want him to go and was happy that he told him before he makes his leave. Then followed by 999InTheDark (or a.k.a. Brandon), he joined Seung's team after he found out that the team's activity has grown large. He didn't join earlier, because he has him on Skype, so it would be redundant to switch teams now. But he did anyway, in order to stay in touch with certain friends he made, not the ones he has on Skype (Seung, Dave, and those who left Outlaws that day).
I may be saying so much, but if there is someone out there on the team WILLING to read majority of it, you have my deepest thanks. Seung also said that if he at least wins Girth's trust and be friends again, he said he would give away a 5000 WM code to him as a (later) Christmas gift. At most part for Christmas, all he asked for is trust and friends. He doesn't care about being rich, being premium or whatever that gives others great comfort. He just asks to be friends with Girth again.
... and I am finally finished what is needed to be told. Ade or Girth, thanks for taking your time to read this. Now if only if the two teams can become affiliates or similar... that would be great.
... And I bid my farewell... *bows and leave within the shadows*
But I ask this team to hear me out at least. Even just one person.
GuardianGirth is probably wondering why he's received at least 1,000,000 the other day from Seung. The thing is, Seung felt he would owe him a debt for doing those XQ's and intentionally left this team. He realized that upon departure he would at least pay his debt off of his chest. Nothing more to say from there.
... Now I have seen some wandering people from this team hanging around in B16, which is surprising really... But it's no surprise here because B16 is adjacent to B15. Go figure. Seung's team never really stray that far from his former team... block-wise anyway. At some point, he does miss playing certain people on the team, but decides to move on and do his own thing. When there are times that Dave got asked to join games with Girth or whomever, Seung doesn't mind him playing. When he was asked by Dave if Seung would like to come, Seung immediately rejected the offer and continued to do his own thing: solo'ing like a lone wolf like he always is.
Mind you, I'm not snitching or anything.
Now there are some of you that asked themselves, "Why did Seung really leave this team?" Noteably, he's not very good with his vocabulary, trying to reason out of it with Girth before their distant connection. The answer is simple: he was involved in a team similar to Outlaws in PSOBB Schtserv. He didn't like his team members that much, but only trusts one or two members from it. The very same for Outlaws; he still has contact with certain Outlaws member. I can't tell you who, but if you ask around your team who still has Seung as part of their contact (beside the one named Seung; he abandoned it entirely after purchasing AC). It should have the ID named, "Kitari Himira".
You may thinking that Seung has removed most of you from his friend list. His reason is simple: "friends who ignore them aren't true friends". So he simply removed them like fleas. He thought he could keep up with his respect for this team, but he was wrong entirely. He concluded the thought that the whole team is against him in every way. "Meh... who needs a team that requires the strict use of teamspeak anyways?" or so he said. He told only a few that he immediately uninstalled TeamSpeak from his laptop. But knowing it's not his laptop anymore after he bought himself a new desktop computer suitable for gaming online. Pleased with the performance and such, he doesn't feel much lag as he used to. Unlike him being on his laptop.
So now to the point why Seung left the team:
- Because everyone is so ahead of him, he felt discouraged
- Majority of the team bought AC at least once and were once premium
- Seung's luck is not like other managers of the team
- He doesn't like using TeamSpeak as much (and before, he tried to show initiative of using it, but failed terribly)
- He doesn't like certain members of the team
- Seung left the team after discovering his friend made a huge comeback to PSO2 and started a new team of his own (that requires no TeamSpeak or similar, unless asked)
So yes, his departure was intentional. He didn't say anything to Girth about his leave because he knew that it would be pointless and the conclusion would otherwise turn out ugly. And so, it did turn out to be ugly. For the first few times, he asked "How was Garb Town (Quarry)" but no response. He then asked about price checking the Guilty Light he found during a revived With Wind and Rain EQ, but was once again ignored. That's when, during Seung's work at Michael's, he got fed up with his "so-called friends" and removed them out of his sight. There are only some he didn't remove because they actually respond to him and invited him to play with them (usually not with other team members he despised of, but random friends or people).
But much later at some point, after Seung bought his new desktop computer and purchased AC, he told himself, "Why am I so paranoid and nostalgic exactly? With all this stuff, I really don't need much of a team at all. And besides, if I can solo all this and that... I apparently don't need a party either." So he eventually dropped his past regarding what's being said in this post and moved on almost as if he's a completely new person now. Like, what the heck. But if you try to talk to him now after this post, he will ignore you as he was being ignored.
On his behalf of speaking/writing all out for him, if you still despise him today still... he's not gonna care anyway. Because of him being premium and all, he doesn't care shit about this team. And as for the debt he made with Girth the other day... he only did it to win Girth's trust. Seung was paid for doing and spending most of his passes during the XQ's with Girth. And so, if Seung still failed to win his trust, "Well, I tried. He's still not going to talk to me or anything. He can be a greedy pig if he wants to be. Being rich and all doesn't exactly make others happy and me as well. I'm so glad I left the team. All the constant nagging this and that... just no."
But I suppose I should mention is: Seung is not very talkative through voice, but rather near good through texting. He stated a fact that he can't think and talk with his voice at the same time. And even if he did, he NEEDED time to think before talking, but before he could... he was obviously interrupted by another person in the team. So he admits being left out and all, and he asked himself, "Why the fuck am I still here?" and that was during the time he was in TeamSpeak. I'm sure you've noticed that he would intentionally get off TeamSpeak when he is not needed or otherwise. He thought eventually that if he doesn't use TeamSpeak enough... he would be kicked out of the team. In which he HOPED he would be kicked out. Why? He doesn't like how this team works. You can obviously see why as stated above. He didn't meet the expectations of the team, so he self-kicked out of the team.
Also, he wrote a blog on his site saying he did not really mean to write out that he disliked the following people on the team (although, still finds some negative towards him). After taking a good read of it, he seems almost sincerely sorry for leaving. He also stated that if Seung the team will not get along, "that is that" and "what's done is done".
Ade, I'm sure you are a good person at understanding some certain situations. If you could deduct that whether this is Seung or not... you sir still have my respect as always. I always seen you rant and then quietly leave for the day, but the day after you would apologize and see your own mistakes.
Which is something that Seung also needed to work on. Although, I wouldn't say 'leaving a team is a huge mistake', but merely 'fed up with it'. Seung's friends, whom he has on Skype, also left Outlaws because they also could not keep up with the team's expectations. One even said, "I do not like that team at all". I say and I quote. That... was Sophaul. The chocolate-loving ninja finally spoke to Seung... talking behind Outlaws' back. Not intentionally, but he now admits it. He said he was meaning to leave the team anyways. And seeing Mr.C being kicked out constantly for inactivity... well, shit. Seung withdrew Mr.C from Outlaws and added him in his own team. Eventually! Dave followed Seung to his new team. Much to his surprise, Dave told Seung that Girth didn't want him to go and was happy that he told him before he makes his leave. Then followed by 999InTheDark (or a.k.a. Brandon), he joined Seung's team after he found out that the team's activity has grown large. He didn't join earlier, because he has him on Skype, so it would be redundant to switch teams now. But he did anyway, in order to stay in touch with certain friends he made, not the ones he has on Skype (Seung, Dave, and those who left Outlaws that day).
I may be saying so much, but if there is someone out there on the team WILLING to read majority of it, you have my deepest thanks. Seung also said that if he at least wins Girth's trust and be friends again, he said he would give away a 5000 WM code to him as a (later) Christmas gift. At most part for Christmas, all he asked for is trust and friends. He doesn't care about being rich, being premium or whatever that gives others great comfort. He just asks to be friends with Girth again.
... and I am finally finished what is needed to be told. Ade or Girth, thanks for taking your time to read this. Now if only if the two teams can become affiliates or similar... that would be great.
... And I bid my farewell... *bows and leave within the shadows*
